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About Me Member General Artist bloodybeholder666Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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depression sucks...

Wed May 18, 2005, 8:53 AM
hello everyone! havent made an entry in a while...well im like kinda depressed...like i have been all week...:skull: so yea...i have a class thats not making anything any better either...we're talking about suicide prevention n-shit...so yea...the wont stop talking about people killing themselves...and how chemical depression runds in blood lines...you see that brings up alot of shit for me...because major depression runs in my family...my uncle hung himself from a fucking tree, and my parents lied to me and told me that he died in a motorcycle accident...so yea, that sucks...and just last week my aunt slit her throat...so im guessing that u can understand why id be really depressed...and some other shit, but im not getting into that...dude...depression sucks...i used to be like really crazy and cut the hell out of myself...but i regret doing that, its the truth that it numbs the pain...but the scars have never left me...lol, so yea, now i just express myself in my poetry and songs...and drawings, but i cant post those yet....lol, well just writing this makes me feel better...i like to talk about this kinda stuff...and sometimes ill just go on and on to my wondeful kristine...lol shes great :hug:...well im going to go do something to keep my mind off things...drum...lol and by teh way, i posted a pic of my new kit! its awesome!! well some comments are always great to hear...lol so yea, buh bye! :wave:

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  • Current Residence: a place u wouldnt want to be...(MA)
  • Interests: Dark music, drumming, causing trouble...yea..
  • Favourite movie: Strange land, nightmare before christmas, edward scissor hands, Leon the professional..
  • Favourite band or musician: lamb of god, hatebreed, unearth, shadows fall, slipknot, as i lay dying, Dimmu...too many out there
  • Favourite genre of music: anything that would make ur ears bleed...
  • Favourite artist: there are so many talented people out there...why should i pick one?
  • Favourite poet or writer: heartbroken-goth, Poe, Tim Burton...or me
  • Favourite photographer: this cool guy down my street...hes awesome!
  • Operating System: Mac osx laptop
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Shell of choice: black on white SKULLS
  • Wallpaper of choice: enDleSs Blue pEntaGram
  • Skin of choice: kristine's...its soo creamy and smooth!
  • Favourite game: i like alot of games...
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2, or N64....lol im oldschool, bitch!!
  • Favourite cartoon character: spongebob...or patrick...
  • Personal Quote: "Shit happens, dont dwell"
  • Tools of the Trade: drumsticks

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im not a drummer but i know how to play the drums..i made this name for the drummer from slipknot joey..my name is not joey

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